Happy MERDEKAAAAA everyone!! XD
Yeah, although I'm quite down today... very sad now... because my family went back to KL not too long ago...
:( :( :'(
I hope they have a safe trip and reach home safely... And amitabha that my dad won't feel too tired and my mum will have the strength to stay strong and continue to stay awake and keep an eye on the road for dad too -.-
Well thw past few days were so fun being with my family again :D I feel so blessed... yaay...
Went to the temple with my mum and younger brother to pray for my grandparents, and went shopping with my mum today, although we didn't buy anything... not really... heheh...
I'm so happy XD XD
But after 4 days it sure is hard to say goodbye :'(
Goodbye mum, goodbye pa, goodbye ningning! Errmm, my elder brother is still here, and he doesn't even call me even though we're on the same island hmph! So I won't say oodbye to him! But I will continue to call him and kacau him too! Yeah!
Haha I hope I won't feel too sad today, I brought my dear blue dolphin back with me to the hostel >o< It's super cuuuteee! Kawai! IT'S SO CUTE I WANNA DIE. weeeee~~
So that's it then, goodnight diary... ohno, I have to practice my violin... ok then ta ta for now, and I hope I won't miss my family too much toniht >.< ^.^
Neutralize. Inane. Citizens. Obliterate. Legalistic. Egoists!
Sidetracking aGaiN
It sure is tough when you have to go back to school 9 to 5 during 1-month-long holidays for self-study programmes...
Guess I can't complain since I got real crappy results...
However apart from not focusing I also have to cure this habit of wandering around the sea of videos on the world wide web...
But in return I fished a big one today and got this awesome song :
Well that's that then, I better go back to memorising metallic bonds and positie ions in 'seas of electrons'...
Or the next thing I know I'll be eternally bonded in a sea of RED MARKS...
Guess I can't complain since I got real crappy results...
However apart from not focusing I also have to cure this habit of wandering around the sea of videos on the world wide web...
But in return I fished a big one today and got this awesome song :
NICKELBACK'S FAR AWAY ! ! !
Well that's that then, I better go back to memorising metallic bonds and positie ions in 'seas of electrons'...
Or the next thing I know I'll be eternally bonded in a sea of RED MARKS...
A song that KEEPS YOU AWAKE...
Today our English Literature teacher Mr Ahmad-the-great shared with us the songs that will (most likely) accompany characters from A Midsummer Night's Dream when they come out in a play...
Now introducing a song that will be covered by...
*ta-da-da-da~*
OBERON the Fairy KING!!!
Oberon would sing this song in context of TITANIA's betrayal to him (Ti is the Fairy QUEEN)
( Well for those who aren't familiar with William's plays, Oberon is a very malicious, adamant, egoistic masochist. But he is very, very loving to his charges the human beings too... because he is a responsible leader, so please do take him kindly... he's quite the ironic "protagonist" I admit :p heh )
What made me like the song so much was because of Mr Ahmad's one sentence... and I bet anyone would learn to love it too after knowing what he said...
He said :
"Just play this over & over to anyone you hate...
and the person will definitely stay up all night..."
muahahahaha.......
Lyrics:
Your cheatin' heart,
Will make you weep,
You'll cry and cry,
And try to sleep,
But sleep won't come,
The whole night through,
Your cheatin heart, will tell on you...
When tears come down,
Like falling rain,
You'll toss around,
And call my name,
You'll walk the floor,
The way I do,
Your cheatin' heart, will tell on you...
Your cheatin' heart,
Will pine some day,
And crave the love,
You threw away,
The time will come,
When you'll be blue,
Your cheatin' heart, will tell on you...
Will make you weep,
You'll cry and cry,
And try to sleep,
But sleep won't come,
The whole night through,
Your cheatin heart, will tell on you...
When tears come down,
Like falling rain,
You'll toss around,
And call my name,
You'll walk the floor,
The way I do,
Your cheatin' heart, will tell on you...
Your cheatin' heart,
Will pine some day,
And crave the love,
You threw away,
The time will come,
When you'll be blue,
Your cheatin' heart, will tell on you...
Footnote : The short description of Oberon in this passage does not justify as a character analysis of Shakespeare's character.
没用的雨伞,看我有一天丢掉你
哇哇哇。。今天就算打了伞还是成了落汤鸡。。
我可怜的宝贝书包。。被我虐待的不成人像之外,现在又饱受风雨的打击。。辛苦了。。
回到房间的漫长路上,我在身后留下了重大的足迹
每走一步,就会有无限的雨水从我的双鞋溢出。。溢出
每走一步,就会有无限的雨水从身上的衣服滴嗒。。滴嗒地滴下
现在我在我身后留下了一条河,林依慧到此一游。。!!
对不起每天那么勤劳的清洁工安娣,但我真的,真的不是故意要在地板上留下一滩一滩的雨水
电梯里也留了一大滩的雨水,不好意思。。
过了今天那么有趣的一天,我终于明白水鬼的感受,还有为什么她走过的地方都会留下沉重的怨气。。
因为她对于每天要输水的清洁公安娣,感到无比深切的抱歉。。。
今天也感到无比的阴沉嘛。。?
A Dark Gap
Generation gap, is one of the most ominous black holes, sucking, within our lives nowadays.
Is it not steamed on by the divergence of pathways in thinking amongst the old and the new? This is not mere misunderstandings being dealt with, however, it is more the adamant stand of the wiser that suppresses any kind of progress or breakthrough that befits benefit to both sides.
It is truly frustrating, when, and often so too, an adult demands that what new thing you are doing is "utterly wrong" and thus there should be "no further occurrence of this sport". They abuse their years for superior knowledge. Can not they see the way we think, or is it us that has evolved too much?
Maybe I will never know, for when people think from different point of views, the worlds they occupy are different.
But still, people wish that those close to them will understand. If not, then at the least tries to put on some fake pretense that they understand perfectly. Of course one can choose to be left alone, but one can not sincerely wish to live in this world alone. I do not think that could be done without sadness, and a sense of bereft undulating as an undercurrent.
The world is such a mess, why let time get in our way? What is generation gap compared to the heavy shrapnels and radiation conversed by those deluded with their beliefs? Evolution is imminent, I do not know when the adults will start accepting this, and even in some cases, help pull us out of this "deeply negative side"--the unofficial definition of teenage-phrase legion in their midst, non courtesy to high technological media assistance.
How would they know if we are actually the reform of humankind and not the opposite of social validity? They are rejecting us, but why, none could put their finger on it. Arrogance and insecurity, these are the core of this ridiculous noun, this "generation gap" which seems so dark.
What, I wonder, is becoming of us higher-intelligence-beings, to proclaim that the new are so different from the old; the new, which undoubtedly came from the old. Why are the adults cutting us away?
What, I wonder, is becoming of us higher-intelligence-beings, to proclaim that the new are so different from the old; the new, which undoubtedly came from the old. Why are the adults cutting us away?
How are they so sure everyone is on the right path and guided by this unsee-able light of theirs?
Deprivation makes way to desire, desires augmented and blown out of proportion will make way to hollowness.
And when there is hollow, anything, fills it up.
So Why? Is darkness allowed to manifest within us.
And when there is hollow, anything, fills it up.
So Why? Is darkness allowed to manifest within us.
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